What the hell had she wanted him to do? Explaining that he 'accidentally' poisoned the prince, wouldn't have gone over any better. They would have both been put to death. Kazuya listened to her words, but he could hear the resentment that filtered through her mock kindness. Knowing what his father thought, set him off into a dark mood.
“I've always been serious, which is why I tried following in his footsteps. I didn't need my little sister standing up for me, but they're dead now anyway- so none of that matters.” Speaking indirectly to Cho, he acknowledged the prince. More than once, he had caught his demeaning look even before the incident had occurred.
The prince would want to watch his step, around a group of assassins. Bowing quickly, Kazuya left them alone and went into his own thoughts. “Your highness..” He didn't speak with him, or attempt to make small talk. Cho's words had hit him hard and quickly embedded themselves in his conscience.
Looking around his shop, he wondered what the hell he had been thinking. He was skilled, maybe even more-so than his own father now. Wasting talent was not something he had planned on, but their deaths had haunted him to a point of delusion.
Taking a knife from the kitchen table, he flipped it and continued to catch it by the handle. In a swift motion, he threw the blade at the wall and watched its point penetrate with ridiculous precision. Had that wall been an actual person, the knife would have struck their neck.
Sighing with frustration, he swept his arm over the counter and spilled the contents onto the floor. The racket would be heard and his constant cursing. Looking at the small amount of chaos he created, he began emptying drawers and formed a quick pile that would be discarded in the back alleyway. His once full kitchen, was now almost bare.
Marrying Izumi was a joke. She was constantly traveling and he doubted she thought of him. An assassins life was not meant for the weak. Kazuya didn't know how she would handle it, if he should die during one of his missions.
“Fuck it all...” He muttered and smoothly walked out to the front of the restaurant. Signs that normally welcomed guests, were torn and discarded in the trash.
A few hours was all it took for him to completely gut his shop. Cho would hear the commotion, but she'd be too preoccupied with her prince. He'd rather she didn't walk in during his private storm. There was nothing to be said, or gained from another confrontation. His body would be full of adrenalin- but even stranger- his mind felt clear.
It was time to take their family business a little more seriously. Now the shop looked like an average home. Both the prince and Cho would be shocked at the change, but Kazuya would be at peace. He bowed at his parents shrine, muttering his own words of prayer.
He sat out in the private garden and concentrated on the sounds of nature.
Meditation had never come easy for Kazuya, but he was finding himself enjoying the quiet moment.
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