Lotus's Poem Log

[Lotus Charming]

Here's a rather lengthy poem list. I have the majority of them posted up on poetry.com under Jennifer Renee Mensay so most of them are already copyrighted thank goodness.


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Heart of Death(Title)

Terror that falls upon the trek of eternal fires
Blessed is thy name that curses existence
Heard is the cries that bellows from the tower
A long solace that forever remains a distance
Dreams that drift lost amongst the wailing screams
Pity thee the soul that dies upon the shedding of tears
Sorrow beyond the grave and heart
Bury not the temptations of life
Bury only the failing of hope
Thine hopes and dreams remain fluttering in the pit of flames
They burn eternally within the heart of death…



Death’s Love

Solace and sweetness of raptures past
Touch and lavish the feeling that turns the blood cold
Destructive and loving the embrace of Death
Oh what force that brings such cold
Oh what force that brings such love
The love of death burned within
A silent wish and gentle cold
Loving, loving evermore
The eternal cold of death’s love…


Demon’s Rage(Title)

Destiny burns with the fury of dragons
Bleak is the dreams that fall into the silence of death
Arise thy demon that sleeps in the abyss
Climb out and embrace the factions of hope that lays dead
Grasp the eternity’s flame and make it burn with the strength of darkness
Dismal demons rise and come for the destruction of all
The final gracing of all life
Die my sweet ones and never forget
The rage of a demon burns us all…




Seraphim(Title)

Passing gently are the endless nights
Forever bound by the sightless eyes of old
What now are the gentle words that would converse my heart?
Do we but now forever lose our way?
What shall then be the eternal beating that forces us on?
Am I alone in this conviction of dreams?
Do I stand alone in the presence of life and death?
Prefecture the dreams to be and hold me close
Seraphim…of dreams…




Heart Lost(Title)

Waves of lost embrace gather ahead
Innocence fading into the rays of the moon
Darkness rising with the flow of blood
Tears falling forever as the heart is lost
Journey is the passion that has become lost
My heart taking its final demise…




Eternity's Death(Title)

Rise of destiny falls to the sands of darkness
The beats of eternal dreams lost in a rapture of anger
Flitting beats of the heart fading in the rushing of forgotten words
Songs filter into the rhapsodies of the mind that beholds
Eyes open to the eternity's grasp
Life forsakened by the cosmos that sought to protect
The final beckoning of eternity's death...

Cosmos

Tides of destiny fall into the streams of the eternal Cosmos
Beat within the dreams of fate and hope
I am your final destiny
I am the final song
Dance in the future of life
Hold onto the cosmos
For they are there. . .

They are there upon the brink of chaos to bring upon the eternal calm
They are there to dance upon the ears of children and calm their tears
Sweet dreams and beautiful songs do they sing in endless chants
Passion and love burning in their hearts for the love of mankind
They are the Cosmos that dance upon our dreams
Our silent saviors
Our silent peacekeepers. . . .


Elements

Fire's delight
Water's dream untold
Wind's dance unmeasured
Earth's design unfathomed
The measures of life unknown
The tales of time still in trial
All passion in an endless loop
The destiny of time remaining forever a mystery
Let all the dreams flow
Arise the singing cauldron...


Eternal Tears

Silent falling of the destroyed reflections
Darkened ponds flood and fill with the blood of sorrow
Eternal tears fall upon the ground like torrential rain
The grief of the past reflecting and passing into full sight
Destruction of the soul revealing the darkest corner of reality
Nothing is as life deems to be seen
Eternal and forever these tears of silent death. . . .


Everlasting

Everlasting skies of blue
Come out over the love of you
With gentle calling of swaying minds
The common words spoken to be combined
I see myself in the wondrous light
That all my passion must make flight
Within the temporal streams of old
That of which keeps me from eternal cold
Be everlasting my dying dove
Shine above your eternal love......


Fallen Silence

Screams from the world run rampant in my mind
Children's voices rang out heavily upon the night
The flames of hell had come from where it once remained
Its fire burning the very soul away
The plaguing pain it leaves tearing my heart
How will one stand against this pain?
This fallen silence brought on by the screams of my dreams
I pray that soon my soul will hurt no more
I pray for a light to finally shine
Come oh shine quickly
So that finally I may be at peace within. . .

Final Will

I heard you cry but there is nothing I can do
I heard you scream that you wished to give up
I am not strong enough to fight you
The sorrow in my heart bleeds for the dagger I hold
The tears on my face burning the very depths of my soul
I yearn still for you not to give up
But that faith appeared lost from me
This dagger may it be my last salvation
Life in this world is all but dismal and gray
A plane of existence left in the wastes of all that inhabits
A worthless life was granted to this form
A life without a purpose
A life with a losing grasp
A life with a failing hope
The hope that somehow, some way I could tell you
I still loved you until my last breath was taken
May this be my final will. . .


Forgotten

Forgotten dreams
Forgotten hearts
Time stands to persecute all joys
Time stands to persecute all love
What fashion has fate designed itself?
Does it rapture to cause suffering?
When it should yield to determination?
Forgotten passions
Forgotten hopes
The passage of all that remains behind locked doors
The mind's rhapsody that plays out a tired song
Lost screams that dance in and out of the pits of despair
May the forgotten begin to come out of hiding...
May the forgotten begin to finally dream...


Forgotten Angel

Raging stars behind fallen memories
The temptations of lost reminiscence calls out
The pained dreams sing out
The eternal dance of demons rise
Peace be the ravaging winds
A sorrowful plague upon the heart
Silence and sadness chimes
Regrets of the past flutters on within
Tears of innocence no longer fall
Only the chime of broken bells is heard
Sleep eternal, forgotten angel...


Forgotten Memories

The tempest of time unravels to bring back memories of pain
The folds of consciousness burns away at the center of the heart
Yet in all the glory of forgotten memories, they return
No matter what can be done
No matter what a person can do
The memories return in a haunting power unfathomed by the human eye
What course would these memories hold and dwell?
Will destruction befall us all in this fallen passion of memories?
The course seems so desperate and uncertain
All the chants of many songs disappear with but a single teardrop
Silence chimes in to take the stage of this grand show
The show itself being about the forgotten memories
Cycles of them run rampant in an interweaving play
Forever they will not remain
These eternally forgotten memories...


Furies

Pounding are their words
Distant are their voices
Leading, fading, burning into the harbors of the mind
They drift in and out of fate
They toy with the templates of fate
Soft and silent are you dear Furies
You sing out, yet lash into the unknown
Tempting, driving, pushing the paths of people
Silent is the dance that you step into the beats within
Freedom, freedom do you claim to bring
Destruction and chaos be where the truth of your lies remain
Silent, silent are the cries of your victims
Forever more trapped in the temple of the void. . . .


Gaea

Great goddess hear my plea
Give forth your gentle words
So that my life may have meaning
You are the one who gave me life
Your strength gave me breath
Gentle, graceful, ever-caring Mother
Please great goddess shine forth your might
Call out your name to be heard
"Gaea" as they call you
Mother of the world, of earth
Mother to the children of the light
Gaea please heed my call
Do not take that which is of the light
Please gentle mother
Gaea gives us, our "Green Earth"......


Heart Lost

Waves of lost embrace gather ahead
Innocence fading into the rays of the moon
Darkness rising with the flow of blood
Tears falling forever as the heart is lost
Journey is the passion that has become lost
My heart taking its final demise...


Horrified Dream

Where terror treks
Sorrow is sure to come
People of peace
Having their lives stolen
By the most horrid way
Even if your soul is calm
The tragedy is sure to come
The ever finding truth of pain
Can only be found in dreams
The people who have these dreams
Are the ones who could bring truth
As to what is to come
The horrifying truth of devastation
Are etched into their minds
Within the dreams of these few
The feelings burned with their souls
May the souls of the dead
Be forever remembered
In the hearts of the living
To give honor for those of the perished...

My Prince

Pain unending in a sea of blood
Tears falling like rain forever
Rhapsodies blend into fallen dreams
The raptures of life fading into a single cry
Song comes into solace playing
Yells begin to become drowned out
The beats of my heart calls out
Calls out for the loving arms screaming for me
Those arms crying to shield me
To become my guiding support
My prince in this world of darkness
My prince of my heart...


My Love to You

Breathe softly my precious one
Cleanse your mind of despair
Open your heart to me
Let my strength sweep your fears away
My guiding warmth your blanket
My heart your eternal shield
My soul your soundless sheathe
And my love your sword of might
Be that my life is yours
Take what you will of it
Bind me eternally to your soul
Free me not from your grasp
Harness the power of my love
Sleep soundly my sweet
Awaken again to the open arms that hold you
My love to you, for eternity. . . My Love to You

Breathe softly my precious one
Cleanse your mind of despair
Open your heart to me
Let my strength sweep your fears away
My guiding warmth your blanket
My heart your eternal shield
My soul your soundless sheathe
And my love your sword of might
Be that my life is yours
Take what you will of it
Bind me eternally to your soul
Free me not from your grasp
Harness the power of my love
Sleep soundly my sweet
Awaken again to the open arms that hold you
My love to you, for eternity. . .


Lost Souls

With the falling streams of sand
The pulsing time that comes to end
With the silence that follows
But with it the whispers of death
The crying souls that screams out for life
Now with these cries a land stops
Halting in every way to watch the loss of souls
Wandering ghosts now rises from the dead bodies
Coming out as reminders of such desolation
A showing how truly precious life is
Now only seen in the eyes of the beholder
In these lifeless eyes of lost souls


Lost

Torrential seas and roaring winds
Destiny lost and final ends
Passing on the silent waves
Terror strikes the immortal heart
Bound is the mind that finds the sorrow
Bound is the soul that has lost its desire
Joys unfound in the tears of innocence
Be not happy young child that sits on the boat of time
Fate is not the kind rapture that was found
Terror that is found and silence that rises
Please oh voice scream out the thine name that would save thee
Scream out the name that has become lost...


Longing Love

A hopeful heart arises from a blank ashen state.
A placid smile of renewed faith in love comes to call.
In all the sight a longing has been found.
Simple pleasure in the found happiness comes to mind.
The simple flutter of a beating heart races to find.
Of all the pleasures a careful hand reaches out.
By this reaching out a love so pure shines through the darkness.
Now I see the blessings of thine love as a pleasure beyond measures.
My heart has fallen to your sway.
As now I am yours to stay.
By this smile upon my face.
I have now a brand new grace.
Forever am I yours now.
Forever will I be yours till time stands still.



You Are

The silent kiss
The passion's flare
All things becoming clear
Of all the world
Of all the dreams
Everything about is all I need
Through the tears
Through the pain
You are there
You are the angel of my dreams
You are the knight of my heart
You are the protector of my soul
You are my love...

Thoughts of Eternity

The future beats in constant uncertainty.
Yet, I see there beyond the folds, someone I can hold.
So deep and true is the feeling, its strength unfathomed
Sing on in the silence of eternity
Through all the song and all music
The thoughts of eternity remain unheard of
No matter the song, eternity remains distant

What is there to be done, that would bring eternity to us?
Should we just give up the chances of eternity's song?
Oh be that thy song allows us to hear!
May the prayers of all voices be heard aloud!
The song of the people, to the thoughts of eternity
The eternal song that burns within all hearts
The final song of eternity. . .


The Temptation

The temptation of fate
The temptation of dreams
Within every heart it always seems
Through the wind and the snow
The temptation of love burns
Through the water and earth
The temptation of life grows
Through the fire and lightning
The temptation of our hearts
You are my temptation
You are my life. . .


The Long Kiss

The long kiss in the morning
The long kiss at night
Love uncharted in the pools of time
Passion unmeasured by the heart
The life seen only as a dream
The dream now a reality within
The heart finally finding love
A final realization of the long kiss...


The Long Fight

The fight over light continues
It burns all nature to the ground
It harms all dreams into being nightmares
Love fades and despair comes into raising its flag
Pain flutters into the melody of hell
The fire dances with an unending sway into the glitter of night
The sun loses its power to light the world of darkness
The long fight continues and the darkness wins
The long fight continues and the purpose of life becomes meaningless
Dare to dream about ending the long fight
Dare to dream to end the long call of destiny..


The Fall of Innocence

The fall of innocence wrapped in a blanket of chaos
The fall of innocence wrapped in the blanket of destruction
Steal all hopes and bind the forces that would give strength
Force back the retracted breaths of the unborn
Return the late days that fail to rise up
Dark of the night sweep to bring about the hidden passages of evil
Sing in sweet raptures of your pride that would annihilate
The fall of innocence wrapped in a blanket of endless despair...
Let it be the final curtain that falls...


Sweet, Sweet

Sweet, sweet silent bliss
Sweet, sweet the eternal night
Be that it may I endure your kiss
Be that it may that I endure this night

Sweet, sweet charmer of my heart
Dost thou find this of the eternal traces of day?
Sweet, sweet charmer must we be so far apart?
The isle of flowers have bloomed this May

I am you're the eternal bride of love
I am your eternal sweet, sweet dove. . . .


Silenced Dreams

Harp strings and racing violins
The dance of the moon has begun to sway
Silenced dreams all so wondrous in their might
Sing softly to the howling wolf that would bid the moon to its power
Oh so sweet this racing has become
Sweet racing of the falling tears
Rain on blood from the heavens and the powers of hell
Seek the fallen angel that has left their dreams of sound
Sleep soundly no more oh young one
The silence of dreams has come to claim thine dreams into the despair
Oh silenced dreams, plight eternal of the vacant soul


Sealing the Feelings

Sweet raptures that in details do play on
I hear the cry of a child beckoning to be heard
Oh solace is the sadness of that which has become sealed
Tireless feelings that have long since fled
From the rhapsodies of the mind
Soul be not harmful, but return that what you took
Pray to thee I do in this that I wish upon the sealed feeling
The sealing of all
That in charmed enchantments has become forbidden
Sealing the feelings of the heart
Into the bounds of the cold eternity.


River of Death

Raging and churning river of old
Silent are the screams that remain near thineself
The chants of old dancing upon the whispers of the wind
The river of death boils and calls to thee
It cries out for thine soul to become its messenger
Does one answer the call of death?
The cold hand that touches the skin
The silent raptures of this has fallen into the accords of destiny
Death being the lord of all and the warlord of the river
River of Death, please be gentle upon your calls. . .



Rhapsody

Song of the eternity
Life untamed into the rights of the nova
Burn on into the light of the sun
Fade only into the fall of night
The sweet rhapsody playing in the heart about me
I hear it, yet cannot touch the song
The notes beating in my head, sighing
Oh sad is it to not touch the sound that plays
Sweet rhapsody give me the strength
May the sound of your song sway continuously upon the gentle oceans
May they continue to dance in the wind
Sweet, ever-sweet silent rhapsodies...



Revelation

Just another false dream
Just another passage of pain
Step by step there is nothing in sight
All that is there is the endless rain that falls
Tears of heaven that rains down upon all children
Sorrow that floods the very soul
Terror that makes the very heart quiver in fright
Anger that builds to the points of all hatred
Another revelation in time that comes without warning
Hatred of all that would dare to cause the pain of recall
Dare to do what is done, but find only hell in its wake
Rejoice if possible in this revelation of sorrow
Rejoice if possible in this revelation of forgotten dreams...


The eternal tides of the fallen
Divine retribution of the highest
Beat on, oh great wings of the fallen angel
Fly far into the distant twilight of the night
Bring with thee your burning plight that burns away the skin
Enchanting breaths that would dare to singe the soul
Oh soft is thine power that tears at my heart
The sweet enchanting voice that lulls me into the sea of darkness
Be this the final curtain call of destiny
Be this the final curtain call of eternal retribution. . .


Rain of the Impure

Teardrops fall from the sky in waterfalls of blood
Rain of the impure falls upon the desolate earth
Die as the land does
Nothing can safe it from the rain
Torrential and relentless in its fall
It floods the lives of man
Innocence becomes of the tainted lost in a flood of misery
Traps of darkness spring to envelop what the rain has touched
Rain of the impure sweeps over that which holds light
Destruction of hope becomes the burning fire the rages
The rain of the impure unable to be stopped
Let the rain of the impure take all...


Rain Above

Rain above, silent and cold
Fall onto my dead heart
Pain within strike eternal
Remembrance afar from my dreams
Filter my despair into death
Dream never again
Only feel the pain of despair...


Pools of Blood

The light has faded, but the darkness has grown.
Eternal is the night that falls into the pool of blood.
Slits wrists and cut throats litter the bliss of dreams.
Nightmares and daydreams becoming
But a life-time of remembrance.
Forever the plight of a demon's heart....


Oceans

Waves above the lapping seas
Call out to the beating heart
Give light to the ones we hold
Never part from the loving ocean we see
That gives us the power to continue forth in life
With this calling hope rises in death
So shall now the presence of a goddess be felt!
Hide not for what you see is what you cannot hold
The slowly stifling heartbeat
Caught by the waves of the sea
Making it now its very own



Night and Day

Night and Day, time after time
The beat of hope falls like sand
The rice falls from over head
Yet I stand alone and am not wed
What meaning does this hold to sight?
What do this mean to make such plight?
The choices of night, so dark and calm
The silent nightingale sings alone
There be not two,
But a single one singing to my heart of the coming day
Bright, bright be you oh gracious sun
You try as you might to bring upon the dawning of hope
All is not there and all is not seen
The loss of hope buried within the transition of night and day. .

Eternity’s Love

The silence tears that falls
The dreams that linger
Be oh one that I yearn for
Love that lingers beyond my mortal grasp
I look to thee and hope for love
I lean to thee to grasp thee
Love is but an eternity away
Oh silence tear’s that becomes me
Lead me not into eternity’s love
Lead me into the love of eternity and hope


Beyond Imagination

In a time beyond imagination, the world seemed to be revolving like a door upon its axel.
The hopes and cries of the people rising like a beating drum.
They would be heard deeply as if riding upon the ashes of a phoenix.
The dreams uplifting and hopeful while at the same time demanding, they would move and dance like a waltz.
The rapture of all seeming to be passive as if seeking safe passage in a world that seems uprooted in chaos a time of death and rebirth.
The endless dreams would become a reality as they lifted higher into the clouds before falling like the rain upon the ground again.
The rivers flowing with the cresting of the moon, while bars and inns function trying to survive in wars brought about by personal devotions.
The justice of all now but a dream that seems lost in tears.
Death a policy that seems closer to reach, than the dreams of rebirth.
Life gaining quickly as the birth of all remained but a realization of death…


Desolation and Hope

Tired and desolate, dreams and discord; the lives of all lost in the heat of battle.
The temptations of pasts lost and pasts above, reality unseen believing in nothing but a lost redemption of paths lost.
Desires forgotten scaring the shadows of pain upon the history of all life, oh life that is forgotten upon dreamy haze live on eternal.
Believe forever the lost redeeming past that breathes endlessly.

Unforeseen days now look upon the people as memories of life.
Try as you might you cannot get away from the sins of the past.
They always come back to haunt you.
They are the things that come to you as pieces and fabrics of realizations that never come to be.
Follow the desires of the present and the future, for they are the things that allow you to be who you are.

Be afraid, but be strong as hope lies in the creases of the very beating heart within.
Daybreak and moon fall, the gliding wisps of the heart are but a dream.
Let not the desires of life be lost.
Let them instead blossom into reality and from this a reality of hope be born into truth.
Do not forget this hope, for it might be the only left to save the world from desolation and destruction.


A Promise

Do you remember when, the day we both shared?
That was the day I made a promise
A promise that I would always love you
This promise I still hold to keep
I hope you still know it
I love you with all my
I want to take your pain away
I want to take your sorrow away
I want to be the one that you can lean on
I want to be the one you can turn to
My arm still awaits open and will close around you
I love you my angel
I will not falter in my feelings for you
I will do all I can to keep you happy
I will even give up my own happiness
Just to make sure you stay happy
I am willing to give up my life
Just to ensure yours still continues
You are my all and my everything
I pray that this promise is still remembered


A Parody of a Soul

A reflection of the soul
Is when people show who they are
They never lose sight of what they believe in
They give their dreams to someone
They harbor many feelings
Feelings of despir, love, and hate
But some feelings cause that person pain
They have prolonged crying
A deep sadness that is kept buried
But maybe one day they will open up.........


A Lost Love Found

A lost love found is a dream come true for most
To many finding true love from another is hard
But to many it is easy
Finding a lost love is what most wants
Either a love never experience, or a love never sought out
But finding a lost love is not easy
It's consider a tough task, but once found
Many wonderful things you could feel
The feeling of being complete
You feel like nothing is wrong and life is going to go on
Forever in happiness


Requiem of Tears

Trial by fate
Temptations of love
The bound that which calls upon the heart
A silent dawning that which would caress the dreams
Requiem translucent and forgotten
Bringing forth the tears from deep inside
A reprieve only from concealed remembrance
The eternal requiem of tears. . .


Black Rose, Red Rose, Lying Beauties…

Red rose…
Black rose…
Blue rose…
White rose…
Darkness of a lying beauty…
Piece together your timeless splendor…
Sing to me your timeless wonder…
I be but your slave listening to your fate…
Oh great liar that hides to me your intentions…
Tell me the truth behind your beauty…
So that I may weep no more…
So that these tears may end their silent solace…