by Nayt on Mon Jun 28, 2010 4:06 am
It was so easy to lose herself in it all, up here where none of it mattered. Social etiquette, parents never at home, a needy little brother, a mean older brother, and all the responsibilities of life quickly bearing down on her. She could forget about it all up here. She could forget about herself. She could forget everything by the sensations, the touch, taste, smell, and sound of the world below her.
But there was more, now. More than what she was used to. There was something she couldn't forget. Someone she couldn't forget. Slowly, the girl opened her eyes. She let her senses dilute. She stopped tasting the lake upon her lips, she stopped hearing the rustle of the trees, and she stopped smelling the village in the distance. But the wind remained the same. The wind remained a constant. Akizets thought about it once. She could always back out. It was an option. It was always an option. But she hadn't backed out before. She'd brought him this far.
"H-hey . . . Eldridge?" Akizets looked over her shoulder, to where Eld stood a bit behind her. She was so nervous then, yet even that struggled to draw her from serenity.
She didn't say anything else. She wouldn't need to. The physical invitation would be enough, the way she held out her left hand, out into the open air by her side, and the way she curled her fingers open as if she was ready to hold onto someone or something. As if she was asking Eld to stand by her side and take her hand. As if she were inviting him to take in and experience the same moment as she was. She was hesitant at first, scared of being so abrupt and forward, but she took the chance and ever so gently let her hand out by her side, warm and inviting.
Akizetsumei wanted him to have this. That was why she'd brought him up here. She hadn't overthought it. She didn't at all think about a want to share more of herself with this boy. All she knew was that she wanted him to have this experience with her.