A flash. A flash of white. That was all--and yet, it lasted for what may have seemed hours, but in a pause, a drawn out pause, it stuck.
But then, there was light. A different kind of light. Different
kinds of light. Reds, oranges, blues--warms and cools, filling the expanse of the mind as if they'd all been experienced first hand. As if they were Eld's life. Eld's life on a path. Memories of that which never happened; of something beyond the here and the now.
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The day was pleasant. The sun stood high. It was noon. Shadows cast were menial; minor, barely noticeable. Not a cloud hung in the sky. A bluebird chirped contently near a brick, loose from its home and laying still. Forever still. The bluebird sang in an uneven pitch. It could not hear the rustle of leaves, the calls of other birds, or even the sound of its--her--own song. She hopped up upon the rock. It once belonged to a hill borne structure, not quite on the highest hill, but close enough. It was a cache of sorts.
It'd been years. Years since anyone had lived in the village of Hillcrest. Dust coated every wall. Every roof. Every table, chair. Every skeleton.
The village was by no means in tact. Homes were in ruins, burned to the ground years ago. Skeletons clung to one another, holding each other close, many still locked in embrace, some still cowering. The dusty old village bore no life. Overgrowth tangled through every ruined structure; trees sprouted from homes, and the last structure still standing complete was ready to collapse.
The words outside of the house read "Hillcrest Clinic," owned and operated by "Rebbecca and Urikuse Tsukimono." It was there where the bluebird earlier found the most collection of skeletons, all holed up in one room, all clammered together, all groping for a safety that never came to them.
A flutter of wings lifted the bluebird from her stone. She drifted away from Hillcrest, away from the ruin; she turned around, following the path to a much denser populated town. A town where she might have a keeper, an owner, a human to feed and keep her safe. Warm. Comforted.
But the township of Galaens was no better. Passing glances through shattered windows left her with images of little more than skeletons. Some still clinging to weapons, to other skeletons, to money, to posts. To anything at all. Anything they once had to call their own. Anything that was important. It was the lonely ones that were the saddest. The ones huddled in the corner or under their beds. The skeletons, barely in tact, torn to pieces at times, alone. Some young. Some old. It simply didn't matter.
Days passed.
The bluebird continued her search. She sang brightly in every town she visited, down the roads, down the borders. She sought human contact. And yet, there was nothing. No man, woman, or child listened to her uneven song. She made through Algeroth with haste. She visited its cities, its towns, its villages. She witnessed only desolation. Old desolation. Desolation from years past. The fires were all gone. The blood was all dried up. All flaked away. Not a single body remained in tact. Only skeletons littered these cities.
She cycled through. South, into the jungles and forests of Cizok. They were overgrown. Every city she found. Overgrown. Burned. Cut down.
Juno. Corania. Sythinia. Prompt. All gone; all lost. Decayed. Destroyed. Even Darokin housed no life, only ancient bones.
The bluebird found nothing. This continent was the same as the last. Empty. Devoid of life--or so she thought with a sad song, until she flew what she once knew as a desert, years ago. It was all she'd left to check.
But there was no desert to be found. No sand, no heat. Grass. Fields. Flora. Fauna. Splendid moderation of warmth. Never an overgrowth; an environment so natural, yet so clean that it could be of no natural make. The bluebird oversaw it with a frightened song. And then, she found it.
The city in the midst of the plains. The only structures left within the former desert. They were home to no desolation, but the first life the bluebird had seen since the beginning of her journey.
She witnessed it all. The society. The commerce. How happy they all looked, in this vast and Edenic garden, so isolated within a world of desolation. They laughed. Children played in the streets. Strangers watched them, but with no evil eye; theirs were stares of guardianship. She witnessed so scarcely the thieves, murderers, rapists, and cheats; men and women that were all one in a thousand, it seemed. Notorious men and women. People who couldn't leave their safe place without being hunted. The bluebird witnessed the architects and the workers, the fair trades and the people who knew how to use only what they had available to them. And she witnessed the armored king. And she witnessed the weapon in his hands, as he looked over his city. A scythe. A wooden farming scythe.
The bluebird passed by the city with no further consideration. She continued her search.
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Colors dissolved.
And yet, there could be more. A flash of light, a second flash, was so brief, but just as the first, was to feel so long--so drawn out. Until color formed again.
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A bluebird stood calm in the midst of a dead world; a gray world; an uncaring world. Fog cycled through every arch and plain and mountain. Endless plains. No trees--no flora, no fauna. She was the only one of them to stand within its nigh ending confines. The fog touched the sky as well. It littered the world with it; not so thick to block out the existence of light, not so dark to blacken the world, but so present that a source of light was a myth. It could not be proven. Shadows were so menial that they could barely be traced. It was only in the presence of artificial light that they could see their shadows.
Their artificial shadows.
She'd seen a world beyond once before. That world as it stood now, in the week since her visit, was a populous one. Humanity, it was called. They listened to her song. Some appreciated it, some did not. Many ignored it. Continents and countries filled to the brim with people; villages, towns, and cities were so well established in some regions that they'd nothing but prosperity to boast.
Yet in the presence of prosperity, there was, too, corruption. In the presence of happiness, there was sadness. In love, there was hate.
Humanity confused her. It contradicted itself in every way. While one human being sought forgiveness, another sought revenge. They could agree on nothing. Wars were fought over the smallest transgressions. Political values, women, land, greed, and dominance. They fought over whims and conquered without whimsy. So many were in despair, yet so many were also content. They were a pitiable lot.
But for all those that thought they'd the worst to behold, those that looked death in the face and cowered in his presence, there was no true definition of despair and depravity.
It was only they, the unreal, that could claim such hopelessness.
The bluebird looked back on it all. The battles, the victories, the losses. The ever amounting losses. The ever growing death toll. The display of names appearing each day in the Hall, the great hall meant solely for the remembrance of their fallen comrades.
She thought back upon it all, and as she began her sad song, she watched forward-- ever forward, as the red haired man, trembling, stood at the gates of their unreal city. She, too, stood at the gate; upon the gate, singing her soft and sad song as the red haired man weakly thrust his shoulder in the tall wooden gates. They opened despite themselves, and he fell in, a mess of a man. But he continued forth. He breathed heavily, taking in gasps of air, choking on half of them, but refused to let this be his end.
He fought to stand, the man in the torn and tattered and bloodied white suit, using the only utility on his person to push himself up:
A scythe. A wooden farming scythe.
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When Eld blinked again, for the first time in an insurmountable period of time, he'd behold something beyond a vivid daydream: Etsu Hikane standing before him, but not facing him. She faced away from him, naginata drawn, blade clashed against a set of claws bent upon sinking into her flesh. She strained, hesitated, and backed away--but never once allowed her back to show to the enemy or for the blade to draw away from its form.
The creature was one of an inky blackness; an oily form of impossible measures. Skin wrapped about its form like stretched leather, across every bone of a body seemingly devoid of fat or organs, only a vague hint of muscle. It was tall; frighteningly tall, but hunched over. Its arms were long enough to reach the ground. Its skull was long and its beady red eyes were focused upon Etsu. Jagged teeth lined its wide jaw, opening and shutting as if to make noise, but in lack of a voice box, released only a hollow hiss.
But it wasn't the only one. A second was closing in on Eld just as well . . .
As much as he might like to recant and rethink the daydream, there was little time for it. If he did not act quickly, he would find himself on the crushing end of the beast's claws.